Please stop

I want to reassure anyone reading this that I am fine, now. But for a while, I was very much not fine. Not fine at all. I’m uncertain whether I should be doing something about that or not. I met a man last year who became my Master. I was his slave. I am poly. […]

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Dear sub person

Dear sub person, The interactions between a Dom and a sub can be complex and complicated things. Yes, I know that you want me to just take what I want and that will make you happy. But is it really as simple as that? You seem to be forgetting that it might be the case […]

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I am nothing

I know that my submission means I can’t, or won’t, ask for what I need. The key to that submission is you taking what you need, without that I am nothing. When I am pushed away, rejected and ignored. When you are doing it because it’s what I want, it becomes meaningless. Without you doing […]

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What about love?

What about love? It isn’t real. There is no love. It is just a lie to excuse our behaviour. I know because I have learned that everyone is a selfish cunt. They claim that they love you when all they do is hurt and betray you for their own ends. Your spouse doesn’t love you, […]

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Lover vs husband

I have a lover. My husband agreed to open our marriage, and now I have an amazing, sexy, intelligent, breath-taking lover. Our friendship is great, and our sex is just phenomenal! Partly, it’s his gorgeous, huge cock and the way it fills me so completely and perfectly. Moreso, it’s because I enjoy the fucking just […]

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On Internet Friend Day

Although some may trivialise the importance of online friendship, I can’t even begin to explain the impact it has had on my life. Over the Internet, I found a handful of people who shared my views and kookiness and made me feel less alone in the world. These people were open and welcoming, friendly and […]

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Tearing me apart

Tearing me apart I love my wife. I love her more than anyone else in the world, even… but the type of love is changing. I hate that… I feel like the worst person on the planet because of it, but it’s true… It’s been shifting over the past year from being my soul mate […]

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Confess to molly

my submission secret desires, may I confess to molly cum out or into my verbal offer of standing before you in my nudity bare, mind, body and soul wishing it was face to face, both as a sign of respect and deep appreciation for your molliness focus for masturbation woman teaches bisexually as I pleasure […]

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Your Mark On My Heart

I trusted you with my heart a second time. Even after what you did. Then you did it again. You lied. You cheated. You tried to make it my failure. Then you left. Then you proved all my concerns right. Again. Then you set about attacking and insulting me to our friends so you didn’t have to […]

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Submission Mainlined

You can’t see me Yet I think about you The feel of the flogger Licking of lashes, pain that brings pleasure You exist by the books read Your words, they bring a shiver to my spine I don’t move held down merely by anticipation The end of chapter 1 My eye lids heavy You whisper […]

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Ciao baby

For so long I fought my instincts. I tried to deny my feelings. For too long I tried to do the right thing for everyone concerned and in the process forgot exactly who I was and who I am. I tried to be all things to all people and in the end, didn’t do anyone […]

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Confession of self

It hurt. I tried not to show it, but it did. I pretended not to notice, but I always knew when you’d been with him. I turned a blind eye, for the sake of what we had together. Hoping against hope that one day you would settle for what you had, learn to accept and […]

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