***DISCLAIMER: We all try our best with what we have. This is just my try. I only refuse because it is important for me to believe and feel that this can change. This is how I start trying.*** As I think about kids. It’s not just about me anymore. From this point on I get […]
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As with so many of my sexual “firsts”, my first time with a member of my own sex happened when I was at university. I’d never really considered myself to be bisexual before this encounter. I’d never really been particularly interested in girls sexually before that that. I could appreciate that another girl was attractive, […]
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When I was younger I used to be scared of the end. But now that I am much older it holds no fear for me. It doesn’t hurt that I don’t have to actively particular in the end. It is rushing towards me like a train so all I need do is wait for it. […]
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I miss the early morning messages that started the day, I miss the late night ones that ended it. I miss telling you I’m home safe. I miss counting sleeps until I got to see you, I miss the sense of happiness and anticipation when I was going to. I miss watching bake off together. […]
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I love cheating I love everything about it. I love the lying and the secret messages and sneaking around behind my husband’s back. Nothing else makes me feel so alive. And if the man I am cheating with is married, that makes it even better. There is just something about starting a new affair that […]
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My life has not turned out the way I had hoped it would. I seem to keep repeating the same mistakes over and over and now it is too late to live any other way. I had hoped that this time would be different but it isn’t. I lost myself in the possibilities and yet […]
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I am a 41yr old divorced guy living with my married sister… I’ m obsessed with her walking in on me masturbating. Would she kick me out if it happened? I need advice.
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I am a guy 21. I’ve never masturbated in my life yet. Is that a thing to worry about? I have been trying to but I don’t think I get aroused that much. Nothing works it for me. I don’t find any good in porn. I think I just give up in the process. Please […]
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While I understand the gesture of, ‘Hey, suicidal people, reach out; we’re always listening!’ It’s often not that simple. Depression, by its very nature, makes you not want to talk to people. So you shun company and the void widens. But then, at some point, you’ll reach an epiphany: It’s bad. You need help. Now. […]
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A few years back I posted an anonymous submission after meeting a younger man on line who I eventually met for real and wrote about where our relationship was at that stage and where it initially went. Our age gap is 22 years. We’re best friends. After about two years he felt that we were […]
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Last week my mother called. She quietly asked if I was able to speak, which meant was my husband nearby to hear her. He wasn’t so she proceeded to tell me. That day when she opened the mail box, inside was a letter from my ex. Here’s some background information: I haven’t been with my […]
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