Total Recall

My eyes anxiously dart across the darkened bar. As expected, the after work crowd are in, which makes it impossible to immediately spot you on arrival. I shimmy past those waiting to be served, or loitering nearest the action, hoping you’ve been able to find a table tucked away in the corner. Fuck. I’m really […]

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Hey D

Hey D In every other business venture, you knew when to cut your losses and move on. The Trump Taj Mahal, Trump Steaks, etc. Why is this gig different? You’ve said many times that you are losing money on this presidency and lamented how badly you’ve been treated. Your name and legacy will always have […]

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This is where it ends.

***DISCLAIMER: We all try our best with what we have. This is just my try. I only refuse because it is important for me to believe and feel that this can change. This is how I start trying.*** As I think about kids. It’s not just about me anymore. From this point on I get […]

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Discovering my “softer” side

As with so many of my sexual “firsts”, my first time with a member of my own sex happened when I was at university. I’d never really considered myself to be bisexual before this encounter. I’d never really been particularly interested in girls sexually before that that. I could appreciate that another girl was attractive, […]

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Down to sleep

When I was younger I used to be scared of the end. But now that I am much older it holds no fear for me. It doesn’t hurt that I don’t have to actively particular in the end. It is rushing towards me like a train so all I need do is wait for it. […]

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Missing

I miss the early morning messages that started the day, I miss the late night ones that ended it. I miss telling you I’m home safe. I miss counting sleeps until I got to see you, I miss the sense of happiness and anticipation when I was going to. I miss watching bake off together. […]

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I love cheating

I love cheating I love everything about it. I love the lying and the secret messages and sneaking around behind my husband’s back. Nothing else makes me feel so alive. And if the man I am cheating with is married, that makes it even better. There is just something about starting a new affair that […]

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A bitter cup

My life has not turned out the way I had hoped it would. I seem to keep repeating the same mistakes over and over and now it is too late to live any other way. I had hoped that this time would be different but it isn’t. I lost myself in the possibilities and yet […]

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First time masturbation

I am a guy 21. I’ve never masturbated in my life yet. Is that a thing to worry about? I have been trying to but I don’t think I get aroused that much. Nothing works it for me. I don’t find any good in porn. I think I just give up in the process. Please […]

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