I hate my sex life. I’m not even having sex and that’s not even what I hate about it. Porn that stimulates for a couple of days, hard-earned imaginings that lightly scratch the itch. And all my comes are so fucking weak, avoiding, evading what’s really lurking in my brain because it utterly encroaches upon […]
You don’t notice You say you love me, but everyday you hurt my heart. You don’t notice that I cry myself to sleep each night, and awaken the same way. Or perhaps you do notice and just don’t care. That is the worst cut of all.
I know about all of them. It was bad enough when it was just one. But now I know what the truth is. I will not be the spouse left behind. I will not sit by while you indulge your insatiable need for what you can’t have because what you have in front of you […]
Trying To Hold It Together I have something I need to say and I have nowhere else to say it. I have a blog but my partner reads it and this is something I need to get straight in my own head before I talk to him and I really have no-one else to talk […]
All of life is a struggle against the darkness, fighting for those moments of joy and happiness that make it worth dealing with the pain that others cause you. Each hurt a stone that you carry with you. Until the weight is too much overcoming the joy and you find yourself giving in to the […]
I came here looking … I came here a person with needs. I found my writing opened doors. I tried to walk through those doors, but many were shut for a variety of reasons. In all honesty, the early days were rather fascinating, the people I met, the conversations I incurred, the dazzling realities of […]
Scarred I am 22 and still a virgin. I know this is not anything too out of the ordinary but it is not as a result of not having the opportunity but because I can’t bring myself to show my body to another person. When I was 4 I fell into a bonfire in my […]
I’m in a D/s relationship, and I’m the submissive. It’s a role I treasure. Daddy and I seem to work best when he’s the Master and I’m the Kitten, but… I get really, really turned on by playing the Mommy (or the sister), and having him be the stupid little son or brother who wets […]
What do I do? I have fantasies that I don’t know how to deal with. I have been married for 18 years to a man I love very much. He still turns me on, the sexiest man I know in fact, but I spend my days at home while he is at work. I have […]
I dress for it. A skirt, no panties, naked and wet already before I even enter I am ready. The small space smells of incense and polish as I knee on the cushion. Even before the curtain is drawn back from the small grated window I am already touching myself. “Bless you my child, how […]
Dom to sub After a lifetime of being a Dom & only switching a handful of times I am now embarking on an experiment. I have found a lady whom I met in order to spank. The session felt awkward, conversation & her response to my initial spanking silent. We talked. Something about her held […]
Happy Mother’s Day… I bought you daffodils because they are your favourite. They are sitting in a vase on the window sill in my little kitchen. It wish I could come round and give them to you. I would sit in the kitchen of my childhood, all that familiarity would make me feel warm and […]
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