Your Mark On My Heart

I trusted you with my heart a second time. Even after what you did. Then you did it again. You lied. You cheated. You tried to make it my failure. Then you left. Then you proved all my concerns right. Again. Then you set about attacking and insulting me to our friends so you didn’t have to […]

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Submission Mainlined

You can’t see me Yet I think about you The feel of the flogger Licking of lashes, pain that brings pleasure You exist by the books read Your words, they bring a shiver to my spine I don’t move held down merely by anticipation The end of chapter 1 My eye lids heavy You whisper […]

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Ciao baby

For so long I fought my instincts. I tried to deny my feelings. For too long I tried to do the right thing for everyone concerned and in the process forgot exactly who I was and who I am. I tried to be all things to all people and in the end, didn’t do anyone […]

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Confession of self

It hurt. I tried not to show it, but it did. I pretended not to notice, but I always knew when you’d been with him. I turned a blind eye, for the sake of what we had together. Hoping against hope that one day you would settle for what you had, learn to accept and […]

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Man in panties

Hi I’m a man who has recently discovered the joy of wearing women’s panties, they feel sexy and perhaps I’m breaking a little taboo of men being able to enjoy silk and lace next to their skin. Should I tell my partner, she is open minded but would she see me as less of a […]

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Again

Here I am again. How is it that I have found myself in the same place again? Believing lie after lie, promise after promise. Ignored, forgotten, treated like I’m not worth even the smallest of efforts. Again. I thought I’d made a better choice. I thought this time it was for real, real love from […]

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No “big O” causing breakup

My boyfriend claims every girl he has been with had amazing orgasms from intercourse alone. He has not been able to get me to do that so because of his “successful” past, shames me and says clearly he’s doing it right, must be my issue. It’s hurtful and hard to want to try anymore with […]

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I don’t trust you

I don’t trust you I think you are two faced and quite happy to stab someone else in the back in order to get what you want. I think you are only friends with her because it gives you a way in with him. Maybe that is what I dislike about you the most, that […]

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I hate my sex life

I hate my sex life. I’m not even having sex and that’s not even what I hate about it. Porn that stimulates for a couple of days, hard-earned imaginings that lightly scratch the itch. And all my comes are so fucking weak, avoiding, evading what’s really lurking in my brain because it utterly encroaches upon […]

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You don’t notice

You don’t notice You say you love me, but everyday you hurt my heart. You don’t notice that I cry myself to sleep each night, and awaken the same way. Or perhaps you do notice and just don’t care. That is the worst cut of all.

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I know about all of them

I know about all of them. It was bad enough when it was just one. But now I know what the truth is. I will not be the spouse left behind. I will not sit by while you indulge your insatiable need for what you can’t have because what you have in front of you […]

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