I am ugly. My body is disgustingly unattractive. My breasts are fatty and flabby. I have a stomach roll my doctor once expressed dismay about in a hospital ER. I’m 45 pounds overweight and nothing short of a surgery seems set to change that. I have hair where women should not have hair. I spend […]
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I miss the old me. The fun-loving, playful girl that people wanted to be around. Popular, exciting, loved. The girl who was in love. The girl that loved her life. She left a while ago. I can’t pinpoint exactly when or where, but she’s gone now. What’s left in her place is just a shell. […]
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It seems I’m slowly giving up. I used to interact much more especially with the ones I was close to. I miss some certain people that I can’t see regularly because of travel costs, hotel costs, time, money, illness and anxiety. I hate it when people tell me “oh just ignore your anxiety..” I can’t […]
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A True Story A week ago I had my very first submissive experience at the hands of a true Dom. I had to drive one and a half hours to meet him, and my fear of what might happen as I got nearer kept bubbling up and nearly suffocated me, filling my car with the […]
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I spend my days in isolation longing for things that are just not a reality in my world. I wish I could happen upon a playmate to fill my time. A strong, dominant man who understood my situation, who respected my real life limitations but who would take from me when time permitted. Someone who […]
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I have given up gaming because you said it was taking up too much of our life, although all those times that you became addicted to a new game and disappeared for months at a time were ok. I have given up skype and instant messaging so that you do not have to fear that […]
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I wish I made enough money to support myself and my kids. I wonder sometimes if that simple inability is what keeps me married. It’s weird because I love my husband, completely. He is very good to me, works hard, stays within our understood limitations with regards to fidelity, and lots and lots of other […]
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2 a.m. and I’m still awake writing a song. If I get it all down on paper, it’s no longer inside me. Threatening the life it belongs to…. Changes funny how we deal with them. A lot of things have happened over the past month some good, some indifferent, none that I call bad, though […]
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To read Part I click HERE, for Part II click HERE, and for part 3 click HERE *** I turned Louisa around to face our guest, and put my left arm around her breasts, grabbing her right shoulder. Her arms fell to her sides. She didn’t appear to be scared, she appeared to be relaxed. […]
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You know what, it doesn’t matter what you think you are doing. If I feel bullied and harassed by your actions then as far as I am concerned you are bullying me. If I am brave enough to get in touch with you and explain to you how I feel and you say “No I’m […]
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