I’ve attempted to post this so many times over the last week, but keep deleting it. I think I’m going crazy! I’ve met a younger man, it was initially on line but we’ve taken it into reality within a short space of time. It’s been sexual on line but not yet in reality. He has […]
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You do not want me anymore. Somehow, the addition of 1 stone of fat around my hips and stomach has meant I am no longer worthy of those worshipful touches that meant so much to me. I am just not desirable to you anymore, because I don’t measure up to the memory of how I […]
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I am so lonely. As far as single parents go, I’m one of the lucky ones regarding support. I have a lot of good people around me and I am grateful for that. But still I feel so desperately lost and alone. I ended the marriage. It was the right thing to do and I […]
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Time. It passes. Sometimes fast and sometimes slow. It’s been nearly a year since we’ve seen each other. I thought perhaps if I gave you enough time that you would contact me again, see if I fancied a drink and a chat. But no. I’ve reached out to you and have been rewarded with the […]
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You were looking on a sex site when you saw someone you thought you recognized perhaps you paused, perhaps you saved the page, going back to check that you were right. Full of rage that a pervert, a whore, should be walking the same streets as you, you resolved something must be done. After all you were simply […]
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A friend asked me if I forgive you for leaving. It has been four years now since you packed your bags and walked out on me and our child. I don’t forgive you. You made the right decision, I don’t like how you executed it but now my life is something it could not have […]
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I don’t have the wit to write something suiting this departure but let me try to formulate the thoughts as I disappear from this life. This is not a leaving as in death. This is an end to my personality, my pseudo online. I am wanting just for one final shout out before I go. […]
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Life by a thousand cuts Paring down my soul I thought those days were over I thought I’d reached my goal My heart had healed Scarred, but once again whole You’ve made me bleed And cut away what was left of me There is nothing left to do But to take up the mask Again
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Life is funny, we are met with things, people, situations and at the time all we can do is make the best decision at that time. I don’t regret meeting you, falling in love with you, driving miles to see you see, staying up late to talk to you and I don’t regret ending it. […]
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It was an interesting two years of my life just spent. I learned much, loved some and hurt more than I cared too. I met some very amazing people and figured out a thing or two about myself and what I really want out of my life. It was truly a roller coaster ride and […]
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