I’ve attempted to post this so many times over the last week, but keep deleting it. I think I’m going crazy!
I’ve met a younger man, it was initially on line but we’ve taken it into reality within a short space of time. It’s been sexual on line but not yet in reality. He has got right under my skin. He’s 22 years younger than me. I feel like I’m going nuts.
He is unbelievably in lust with me and I him. The intensity is unreal, after four short weeks. I’ve never been here before, yes I’ve had on line relationships, but never with a younger man. Yes, I have taken an on line relationship into reality too, just in case you think I don’t know the difference.
After meeting he said “Until we met it, I wanted to fuck you, but when I saw you it changed, yes I still want to fuck you but now I want to make love to you too.” He is highly intelligent, makes me laugh and as sexy as hell. We both know there is no realistic future for us as he wants a family and he has been honest and open with me right from the start. I can deal with this.
He isn’t a smart dresser, he isn’t a man of means, he just makes me feel alive and this is without our relationship being sexual in reality.
Why oh why do I feel like I’m losing my mind over this younger man?