Writers Block

I have Writers Block. Two years to the month, I’ve been part of the blogging community. I’ve played along with the memes and prompts, offered my opinions and visited events. But my time is at an end. The truth is, I stopped enjoying it. Something that’s been my hobby for years, my escapism and my […]

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Please don’t do that.

Please don’t do that. Last night you tried to kiss me goodnight. I turned my head politely so that I would kiss your cheek, but your open lips still landed on the corner of mine. Your saliva on my skin. I did not want it. When you said ‘oh, no tongues then, maybe one day, […]

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The Bargain

The Bargain This is your last chance. You have this moment to change your mind because once this decision has been made there is no going back. Do you accept that from this moment you belong to me? That you freely give yourself over to my control from this moment forward? All you need do […]

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Love letters

I still read all the love letters we sent. I re live the day I realised I was in love with you. I imagine what you’re doing now and if you are happy, or just pretending.   I was the best version of me I could ever be, when I was with you. You will […]

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I am not lying now

I am not lying now It’s no heavy weight; no screaming pain or daily tears. It isn’t the agony of fear or anger or even upset. It’s a slow sinking; being swallowed by quicksand, disappearing. My head is already well below eyesight and I know I’m being overlooked. No act of unkindness, just the silence of seeing […]

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I am who I am

I am who I am I’m not slim, I don’t have amazing legs, I don’t have long silky locks, I don’t have a perfect pair of perky boobs.  But do you know what?  I have me, I have my children, I have my health and I have lived my life to the full. I do […]

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I’ve had enough

I’ve had enough Before I go ahead with this post I would like to emphatically state that I am *not* suicidal and that I have absolutely no plans or intention to commit suicide.  I just. I’m tired of living. I feel hopeless. Most days are okay but it only takes a small thing to send […]

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Truth or Lies

I am a lesbian. I have been in a relationship with another woman for 5 years now. I love her. She makes me laugh, we have so much fun together. She is my soul mate. I can imagine us growing old together, sitting in our rocking chairs and giggling over our shared memories. I asked […]

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Baby Secrets

Today you came home from the shop with a tiny white baby-grow. The label said ‘new born’. Together we admired the size, wondering about the new life that will soon be wearing it. You reached out to me, as you do every evening now, and caressed by ever expanding stomach asking how bump junior has […]

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Peg Me!

This is intended to be a short, cathartic admission.  I am by nature Male Dominant who is currently scouring Twitter links to find a beautiful Dominatrix who will cane me & then have me submit to her strap on.  I desire to be tied over a whipping bench to await the probing of her rubber […]

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