For so long I fought my instincts. I tried to deny my feelings. For too long I tried to do the right thing for everyone concerned and in the process forgot exactly who I was and who I am. I tried to be all things to all people and in the end, didn’t do anyone any favours, especially not myself. I’d become a blunt instrument. A knife with no edge.
The moment passed us by. Circumstances, life. By the time it happened, I wasn’t who you needed anymore. The regret will always live in me but so will the love. A little piece of you will always reside in my very soul. I doubt you’ll ever see this but all I’d ever change is the ending. Ciao baby