I Met a Girl

I wasn’t expecting to meet her. Circumstances converged and by an unexpected turn of events, we ended up at the same place at the same time. She was tiny, sometimes quiet, very pretty, smart, quick-witted, and game for an adventure. We met again in different guises–no longer party primped, just two girls meeting after work […]

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Love and Sunlight…

Have you ever tried to tie sunlight up in a ball of barbed wire and kept it close to you always, cradling it like your own precious child; never letting it free? My guess is, probably not. Not only would the experience be painful for you – and probably unfavorable to the sunlight – but […]

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Small Secret

I don’t consider myself a sex blogger. I talk about sex and I certainly play sexually on twitter, but I am far from what I would consider a sex blogger. That said, I do write the occasional piece of erotica or about a certain aspect of sex which I find interesting. It’s more a hobby […]

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I am a patriot to the human race…

I rant every now and then about the big issues. The ones that bother me. The ones that really push me over, and make me want to do violent, unthinkable things to people. But every once in a while, I just want to rant without divulging my identity. To lay all the cards on the […]

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Fifty shades of ..blah..

No I haven’t read the book nor do I want to.. For a start the extract I saw online I just thought “how the fuck is this a erotic story!?” It’s boring! There’s no UMPH or REAL LIFE! Hell I’m in my early 20s I read my first erotica at 17. Vivia now THAT was […]

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Are we invited too?

Sometimes twitter and the sexy / kinky blogosphere feels like an amazing party! The only problem is that I do not appear to be invited. I can understand that you don’t want to follow us unknown folk, that is unless we prove ourselves worthy of a follow. However simply ignoring @ mentions is IMHO a […]

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Missing Him

It’s been a long time now since I’ve called him Sir. It’s been a while since we’ve even really talked. The ache ebbs and flows but mostly the longing has settled into a soft sadness in my soul. I still see Him around the internet spaces and my heart smiles a little when I do. […]

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Collar

10th May 2012 It is a symbol of the Dom/sub lifestyle that is so intrinsic but outsiders often react quite strongly to it.  I have found that each sub has their own reaction to their collar but there are common themes, this is my perspective. When my Sir puts my collar on, there is sense […]

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Stuck in a rut..

I feel stuck. My depression isn’t helping I’m left feeling rotten, and like my life doesn’t always have meaning these days. I miss Him, I can’t wait until we can just hang out again together here… but then I feel guilty. I hate not being able to travel due to ill health. I could go […]

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A Burning Need

I need a Master. I need someone to take the reigns of my pleasure and control me. I don’t need to be told how to live my life. I don’t need direction on the mundane details of my day to day, but my pleasure is a whole other story. I need to be told, when, […]

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Yearning

I yearn for her touch. I long for it. Dream of it. Slowly entice the juice from my cunt as I touch myself to thoughts of her. Unsavoury thoughts. Forbidden thoughts. She is the fruit set down by Satan to tempt me into wicked sin. She is the ripe, juicy apple and I am desperate to have […]

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Bruised

There’s a fine line between love and hate. Potent passion and desire exist in both. Equally powerful and equally destructive. But when love breeds hate, it’s the very blackening of the soul that succumbs to the devil. I have that black soul, my heart now withered and shrivelled, and I have the devil blowing his […]

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