The Slutty Valentine

G took me to dinner yesterday. He ordered me to spread myself and expose myself in public several times during the dinner. This made me feel like his public sextoy… What he did in the end was amazing… He called the waiter and asked him to take a picture of both of us… He ordered […]

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I Want A Divorce.

I will never be who you want me to be. I love you.  How can I not love you?  You are the father of my children.  You have sat beside my hospital bed countless times.  Your parents are my parents.  How could I not? But I am not in love with you any more.  Not […]

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My Master’s Pearls

We were a month or two into the most intense relationship I had ever been in. When He told me He would take control of my pleasure, that my mind would belong to Him, I thrilled at the thought but honestly had no idea of the depths to which He would take me. He had […]

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A Confession

I have long suffered with my own lack of morals, my lack of guilt when I do things I shouldn’t. I thought that girl was history, but apparently she’s not. She came out last weekend. The past me would fuck for fun, would welcome new sexual experiences then mentally high five myself for having a […]

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Our adventure…

Last Saturday we decided to go clubbing… A new amazing club close to where we live that was really crowded… I had got really sexy dressed according to his orders. G and I danced a lot and he was grabbing my ass while dancing… whispering naughty words in my ear which made me wet… At […]

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The Other Woman

6th February 2012 He calls us fuck buddies, maybe that’s his way of rationalising this but we are a long way from that. Fuck buddies have no or very little emotional involvement with each other only calling to satisfy an urge. We, however, talk every day, many times a day, emails and the ever increasing […]

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I admit it is me

29th January 2012 I need to write this. I’ve held it in now for 12 months but it’s slowly killing me. I have mild depression, admitting it is hard as I have other health issues. I write this now wondering if it’s the right thing to do. I have a loving partner, a loving family […]

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The Bloke Diaries

28th January 2012 How do you break off from something that can, at the same time, destroy you and build you up? I still don’t know what to do with the Bloke. He’s in and out and in again, and I can’t really face up to him anymore. Perhaps I’m making more of this than […]

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Welcome to Anonymous

Welcome to Anonymous. I have created this space for you to share your anonymous words. In recent weeks I have been contacted by quite a few different people asking me to publish anonymous pieces on my blog for them and so I got to wondering if maybe creating a space just for peoples anonymous words […]

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