Pointless

I am at such a weird place in my life. I feel like my whole life is pointless. Nothing I do makes a difference in this world. Nothing I do lasts. Everything I put my hand to fails and where I used to believe I could conquer the world, I now feel like every day […]

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He Turned Me Into A Cheap Hooker

This happened a few months ago. He first used me well at home. He fingered my pussy, then licked me, then started fucking me again and again. Every time I was asking permission to cum he denied and that kept going on and on… I was dripping wet. At some point he told me to […]

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A Little Taxi Slut

We met outside. I was wearing a short dress and panties. We got together in the taxi and sat at the back seat. “Are you wearing panties? ” G whispered to me as the taxi driver started driving. “Yes, I mumbled” “Then I want you to remove your thong, right here right now,” he said, […]

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Fighting Sucks

Fighting with someone you love is hard. Fighting with a secret lover… a hundred times harder. I’m going through all the emotions and heart break as I watch a cherished relationship crumble, but I can’t express it because I can’t explain to my spouse that my heart is breaking for another… I can’t explain it […]

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The Slutty Valentine

G took me to dinner yesterday. He ordered me to spread myself and expose myself in public several times during the dinner. This made me feel like his public sextoy… What he did in the end was amazing… He called the waiter and asked him to take a picture of both of us… He ordered […]

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I Want A Divorce.

I will never be who you want me to be. I love you.  How can I not love you?  You are the father of my children.  You have sat beside my hospital bed countless times.  Your parents are my parents.  How could I not? But I am not in love with you any more.  Not […]

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My Master’s Pearls

We were a month or two into the most intense relationship I had ever been in. When He told me He would take control of my pleasure, that my mind would belong to Him, I thrilled at the thought but honestly had no idea of the depths to which He would take me. He had […]

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A Confession

I have long suffered with my own lack of morals, my lack of guilt when I do things I shouldn’t. I thought that girl was history, but apparently she’s not. She came out last weekend. The past me would fuck for fun, would welcome new sexual experiences then mentally high five myself for having a […]

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Our adventure…

Last Saturday we decided to go clubbing… A new amazing club close to where we live that was really crowded… I had got really sexy dressed according to his orders. G and I danced a lot and he was grabbing my ass while dancing… whispering naughty words in my ear which made me wet… At […]

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The Other Woman

6th February 2012 He calls us fuck buddies, maybe that’s his way of rationalising this but we are a long way from that. Fuck buddies have no or very little emotional involvement with each other only calling to satisfy an urge. We, however, talk every day, many times a day, emails and the ever increasing […]

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I admit it is me

29th January 2012 I need to write this. I’ve held it in now for 12 months but it’s slowly killing me. I have mild depression, admitting it is hard as I have other health issues. I write this now wondering if it’s the right thing to do. I have a loving partner, a loving family […]

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The Bloke Diaries

28th January 2012 How do you break off from something that can, at the same time, destroy you and build you up? I still don’t know what to do with the Bloke. He’s in and out and in again, and I can’t really face up to him anymore. Perhaps I’m making more of this than […]

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