Love letters

I still read all the love letters we sent. I re live the day I realised I was in love with you. I imagine what you’re doing now and if you are happy, or just pretending.   I was the best version of me I could ever be, when I was with you. You will […]

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I am not lying now

I am not lying now It’s no heavy weight; no screaming pain or daily tears. It isn’t the agony of fear or anger or even upset. It’s a slow sinking; being swallowed by quicksand, disappearing. My head is already well below eyesight and I know I’m being overlooked. No act of unkindness, just the silence of seeing […]

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I am who I am

I am who I am I’m not slim, I don’t have amazing legs, I don’t have long silky locks, I don’t have a perfect pair of perky boobs.  But do you know what?  I have me, I have my children, I have my health and I have lived my life to the full. I do […]

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I’ve had enough

I’ve had enough Before I go ahead with this post I would like to emphatically state that I am *not* suicidal and that I have absolutely no plans or intention to commit suicide.  I just. I’m tired of living. I feel hopeless. Most days are okay but it only takes a small thing to send […]

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Truth or Lies

I am a lesbian. I have been in a relationship with another woman for 5 years now. I love her. She makes me laugh, we have so much fun together. She is my soul mate. I can imagine us growing old together, sitting in our rocking chairs and giggling over our shared memories. I asked […]

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Peg Me!

This is intended to be a short, cathartic admission.  I am by nature Male Dominant who is currently scouring Twitter links to find a beautiful Dominatrix who will cane me & then have me submit to her strap on.  I desire to be tied over a whipping bench to await the probing of her rubber […]

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Don’t know how to not be used

Hi molly. I’m one of those lurkers,  have been following for a while now. Some background: I’m 21, my partner/boyfriend/master/?? is twice that. We only see each other every… two months,  or so. Before I met him I had very little experience with sex at all,  and there was an in-between period where I was […]

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Anything for love…?

There she was. In precisely the position he’d told her to be in; kneeling in the muck and filth on the floor. It had been his idea to meet in a public toilet. This one, he knew to be fairly quiet, but the risk of being caught; arrested even, was very real. She smiled a […]

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Help! I need sex advice!

Ok, let’s start with the beginning. I am a straight woman dating a bisexual man. We have a good monogamous relationship & we love each other very much & hope to one day to be married. But there is a fluke in our sex life. We have been dating for over three, almost four, months […]

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