I know about all of them

I know about all of them. It was bad enough when it was just one. But now I know what the truth is. I will not be the spouse left behind. I will not sit by while you indulge your insatiable need for what you can’t have because what you have in front of you […]

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Giving in

All of life is a struggle against the darkness, fighting for those moments of joy and happiness that make it worth dealing with the pain that others cause you. Each hurt a stone that you carry with you. Until the weight is too much overcoming the joy and you find yourself giving in to the […]

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Scarred

Scarred I am 22 and still a virgin. I know this is not anything too out of the ordinary but it is not as a result of not having the opportunity but because I can’t bring myself to show my body to another person. When I was 4 I fell into a bonfire in my […]

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I May Be a Submissive, But…

I’m in a D/s relationship, and I’m the submissive. It’s a role I treasure. Daddy and I seem to work best when he’s the Master and I’m the Kitten, but… I get really, really turned on by playing the Mommy (or the sister), and having him be the stupid little son or brother who wets […]

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What do I do?

What do I do? I have fantasies that I don’t know how to deal with. I have been married for 18 years to a man I love very much. He still turns me on, the sexiest man I know in fact, but I spend my days at home while he is at work. I have […]

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For I have sinned…

I dress for it. A skirt, no panties, naked and wet already before I even enter I am ready. The small space smells of incense and polish as I knee on the cushion. Even before the curtain is drawn back from the small grated window I am already touching myself. “Bless you my child, how […]

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Dom to sub

Dom to sub After a lifetime of being a Dom & only switching a handful of times I am now embarking on an experiment. I have found a lady whom I met in order to spank. The session felt awkward, conversation & her response to my initial spanking silent. We talked. Something about her held […]

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Happy Mother’s Day

Happy Mother’s Day… I bought you daffodils because they are your favourite. They are sitting in a vase on the window sill in my little kitchen. It wish I could come round and give them to you. I would sit in the kitchen of my childhood, all that familiarity would make me feel warm and […]

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Writers Block

I have Writers Block. Two years to the month, I’ve been part of the blogging community. I’ve played along with the memes and prompts, offered my opinions and visited events. But my time is at an end. The truth is, I stopped enjoying it. Something that’s been my hobby for years, my escapism and my […]

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Please don’t do that.

Please don’t do that. Last night you tried to kiss me goodnight. I turned my head politely so that I would kiss your cheek, but your open lips still landed on the corner of mine. Your saliva on my skin. I did not want it. When you said ‘oh, no tongues then, maybe one day, […]

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The Bargain

The Bargain This is your last chance. You have this moment to change your mind because once this decision has been made there is no going back. Do you accept that from this moment you belong to me? That you freely give yourself over to my control from this moment forward? All you need do […]

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