Here I am again. How is it that I have found myself in the same place again? Believing lie after lie, promise after promise. Ignored, forgotten, treated like I’m not worth even the smallest of efforts. Again. I thought I’d made a better choice. I thought this time it was for real, real love from […]
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My boyfriend claims every girl he has been with had amazing orgasms from intercourse alone. He has not been able to get me to do that so because of his “successful” past, shames me and says clearly he’s doing it right, must be my issue. It’s hurtful and hard to want to try anymore with […]
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I don’t trust you I think you are two faced and quite happy to stab someone else in the back in order to get what you want. I think you are only friends with her because it gives you a way in with him. Maybe that is what I dislike about you the most, that […]
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I hate my sex life. I’m not even having sex and that’s not even what I hate about it. Porn that stimulates for a couple of days, hard-earned imaginings that lightly scratch the itch. And all my comes are so fucking weak, avoiding, evading what’s really lurking in my brain because it utterly encroaches upon […]
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You don’t notice You say you love me, but everyday you hurt my heart. You don’t notice that I cry myself to sleep each night, and awaken the same way. Or perhaps you do notice and just don’t care. That is the worst cut of all.
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I know about all of them. It was bad enough when it was just one. But now I know what the truth is. I will not be the spouse left behind. I will not sit by while you indulge your insatiable need for what you can’t have because what you have in front of you […]
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Trying To Hold It Together I have something I need to say and I have nowhere else to say it. I have a blog but my partner reads it and this is something I need to get straight in my own head before I talk to him and I really have no-one else to talk […]
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All of life is a struggle against the darkness, fighting for those moments of joy and happiness that make it worth dealing with the pain that others cause you. Each hurt a stone that you carry with you. Until the weight is too much overcoming the joy and you find yourself giving in to the […]
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I’m in a D/s relationship, and I’m the submissive. It’s a role I treasure. Daddy and I seem to work best when he’s the Master and I’m the Kitten, but… I get really, really turned on by playing the Mommy (or the sister), and having him be the stupid little son or brother who wets […]
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What do I do? I have fantasies that I don’t know how to deal with. I have been married for 18 years to a man I love very much. He still turns me on, the sexiest man I know in fact, but I spend my days at home while he is at work. I have […]
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I dress for it. A skirt, no panties, naked and wet already before I even enter I am ready. The small space smells of incense and polish as I knee on the cushion. Even before the curtain is drawn back from the small grated window I am already touching myself. “Bless you my child, how […]
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