I need a break from my life I have grown apart from my reality It will destroy the most important people around me Is that better than the destruction within I am scared I am sad I am the most unhappy unfulfilled and unbalanced I have ever been this can’t be good.

I’m sat here heart broken… I haven’t spoken to Him now for nearly a month. I log in regularly on my facebook via my phone and check emails, skype messages and calls even while being this sick I’ve done it but this afternoon I logged into facebook and what do I find. He is on […]

I am at such a weird place in my life. I feel like my whole life is pointless. Nothing I do makes a difference in this world. Nothing I do lasts. Everything I put my hand to fails and where I used to believe I could conquer the world, I now feel like every day […]

Fighting with someone you love is hard. Fighting with a secret lover… a hundred times harder. I’m going through all the emotions and heart break as I watch a cherished relationship crumble, but I can’t express it because I can’t explain to my spouse that my heart is breaking for another… I can’t explain it […]