Taboo

January 13, 2014 anonymous

Why do you have to be you? Isn’t it enough that since you’ve opened up to me I’ve seen you differently? Isn’t it enough that I am taken and these thoughts about you are wrong, just for that? But no. You have to be you. The person I should never look at that way. I […]

It might make you mad, but by the end you will be crying.

January 2, 2014 anonymous

It is time to let the light in. I have been living in the closet, afraid and scared to come out for as long as I can remember. Now, I can speak the truth at last. I can take my place in the world proud of who and what I am, and it is all […]

Too big for your box

December 28, 2013 anonymous

We really thought it would be okay. We really thought we could do this and not become like all the others. But I don’t know how much longer I can keep the lid on the box. He’s grown too big for it, too important. I’m trying so hard to get a grip again. I wish […]

Sad Tidings…

December 6, 2013 anonymous

Outside the rain is blowing in the wind. The sky is grey and the beautiful bright colours of autumn seem a little…. underwhelming. Maybe it is just me. I don’t know anymore. I should be happy. Content at least in my life. I have everything I could need. Yet somehow, I am feeling as if […]

Apathy

November 6, 2013 anonymous

A little while ago my Daddy told me I was to sleep with my collar on, leashed to the headboard of my bed. As I lay there with the cold chain in my hand, feeling at peace in his ownership of me, a morbid thought passed through my mind. What would happen if that chain […]

I hate my body

October 18, 2013 anonymous

I have a beautiful face but my body is so ugly. I can’t stand looking in a mirror. I hate my breasts. I don’t want to get out of bed each morning because I am so depressed and I’ve tried many meds. I don’t think there is a man that would ever get aroused by […]

I miss you….

August 22, 2013 anonymous

I try not. I thought for sure, by now, that I wouldn’t. I don’t mean too, but every few days it just jumps up and takes a huge bite out of my soul, usually out of nowhere and quite unexpectedly. And, that sucks. Never do I have a moment of missing you when I do […]

Am I going crazy?

July 29, 2013 anonymous

I’ve attempted to post this so many times over the last week, but keep deleting it. I think I’m going crazy! I’ve met a younger man, it was initially on line but we’ve taken it into reality within a short space of time. It’s been sexual on line but not yet in reality. He has […]

Forward

July 20, 2013July 20, 2013 anonymous

I’m terrified that I might hurt two people that I love.

Fuck You

July 17, 2013 anonymous

You told me that it would be different. It is not You told me that the past was gone and the future would be better. It is not So Fuck You!

You do not want me anymore

July 15, 2013July 15, 2013 anonymous

You do not want me anymore. Somehow, the addition of 1 stone of fat around my hips and stomach has meant I am no longer worthy of those worshipful touches that meant so much to me. I am just not desirable to you anymore, because I don’t measure up to the memory of how I […]

Loneliness

July 1, 2013 anonymous

I am so lonely. As far as single parents go, I’m one of the lucky ones regarding support. I have a lot of good people around me and I am grateful for that. But still I feel so desperately lost and alone. I ended the marriage. It was the right thing to do and I […]

Anonymous

Where only you know who you are.

Author: anonymous