Author: anonymous
Longing for a different life
I wish I made enough money to support myself and my kids. I wonder sometimes if that simple inability is what keeps me married. It’s weird because I love my husband, completely. He is very good to me, works hard, stays within our understood limitations with regards to fidelity, and lots and lots of other […]
Read MoreSometimes Things Change
2 a.m. and I’m still awake writing a song. If I get it all down on paper, it’s no longer inside me. Threatening the life it belongs to…. Changes funny how we deal with them. A lot of things have happened over the past month some good, some indifferent, none that I call bad, though […]
Read MoreJanice’s Eyes – Part 4
To read Part I click HERE, for Part II click HERE, and for part 3 click HERE *** I turned Louisa around to face our guest, and put my left arm around her breasts, grabbing her right shoulder. Her arms fell to her sides. She didn’t appear to be scared, she appeared to be relaxed. […]
Read MoreA bully is a bully is a bully
You know what, it doesn’t matter what you think you are doing. If I feel bullied and harassed by your actions then as far as I am concerned you are bullying me. If I am brave enough to get in touch with you and explain to you how I feel and you say “No I’m […]
Read MoreWhat the hell am I supposed to do?
I know this isn’t usually the kind of post we see here, but I’m desperate. I really need some input. I am seriously considering leaving my husband. We love each other, we have children together but I am not happy. He is emotionally neglectful at times and can be very selfish, although he doesn’t seem […]
Read MoreI love you.
I love you. I have told you this, just once. You told me, too. We cannot be together. I understand this, I know. I get it. I agree. But I love you. You changed me in ways I never believed I could be changed. You challenged me when others nodded and agreed. You forced me […]
Read MoreThis is it………..
It starts tomorrow…….. the line will be crossed……. I am meeting N for a weekend away. I have made my excuses, set things up so that we can be together for an entire weekend. A weekend of deviant and dark exploration. I.CANNOT.WAIT!!! To say that I am excited is an understatement. To say I am […]
Read MoreTerre inconnue
Ne vous cachez pas de moi ces pensées qui agitent mes démons intérieurs car sans connaissance, il n’est que le sentiment de trahison réelle ou imaginaire Où est l’espace pour croître, la chance d’apprendre? Si je ne suis pas au courant de ce que vous désirez La chance que je vais échouer est grand, mais […]
Read MoreThe should
I haven’t been to see a doctor for 22 years. I should go and see a doctor. Not that there’s anything wrong with me; I should just check. And find out what my blood type is. Someone close to me was just diagnosed with breast cancer. Makes you think. And maybe a psychiatrist. He wants […]
Read MoreA Letter To My Past
It’s strange. I don’t know how to talk to you anymore. Fuck, I know. We’ve been two peas in a pod for so long and now I just can’t be. You don’t realize it, do you? We’ve grown apart. I’ve changed and you don’t even see it. Where were you when I needed you the […]
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