I spend my days in isolation longing for things that are just not a reality in my world. I wish I could happen upon a playmate to fill my time. A strong, dominant man who understood my situation, who respected my real life limitations but who would take from me when time permitted. Someone who […]

I have given up gaming because you said it was taking up too much of our life, although all those times that you became addicted to a new game and disappeared for months at a time were ok. I have given up skype and instant messaging so that you do not have to fear that […]

Love is giving away what is most precious to you for the happiness for another. They will never know how hard it is to give what is needed. Even though I am young I know what needs to be done to keep the joy I have found in my life. I offer this present to […]

I wish I made enough money to support myself and my kids. I wonder sometimes if that simple inability is what keeps me married. It’s weird because I love my husband, completely. He is very good to me, works hard, stays within our understood limitations with regards to fidelity, and lots and lots of other […]

You know what, it doesn’t matter what you think you are doing.  If I feel bullied and harassed by your actions then as far as I am concerned you are bullying me.  If I am brave enough to get in touch with you and explain to you how I feel and you say “No I’m […]

It has been a terribly long few months, but soon I will be in front of him again. I will see his eyes and watch that smile I love so much cross his face when he sees me. I will feel his arms around me and hear his voice, his laugh again. I shouldn’t be […]

I know this isn’t usually the kind of post we see here, but I’m desperate. I really need some input. I am seriously considering leaving my husband.  We love each other, we have children together but I am not happy.  He is emotionally neglectful at times and can be very selfish, although he doesn’t seem […]

I love you. I have told you this, just once. You told me, too. We cannot be together. I understand this, I know. I get it. I agree. But I love you. You changed me in ways I never believed I could be changed.  You challenged me when others nodded and agreed.  You forced me […]