Terre inconnue

Ne vous cachez pas de moi ces pensées qui agitent mes démons intérieurs car sans connaissance, il n’est que le sentiment de trahison réelle ou imaginaire Où est l’espace pour croître, la chance d’apprendre? Si je ne suis pas au courant de ce que vous désirez La chance que je vais échouer est grand, mais […]

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The should

I haven’t been to see a doctor for 22 years. I should go and see a doctor. Not that there’s anything wrong with me; I should just check. And find out what my blood type is. Someone close to me was just diagnosed with breast cancer. Makes you think. And maybe a psychiatrist. He wants […]

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A Letter To My Past

It’s strange. I don’t know how to talk to you anymore. Fuck, I know. We’ve been two peas in a pod for so long and now I just can’t be. You don’t realize it, do you? We’ve grown apart. I’ve changed and you don’t even see it. Where were you when I needed you the […]

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Crossing The Line

8th September 2012 My husband does not get it ~ I have tried in many ways… leaving out books and articles, leaving webpages up ~ even asking. I want to be dominated, I enjoy pain intermingled with my pleasure ~ I live to please and serve …. He does not get it, what I am, […]

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Breathe

She could hear her breathing in her ears and the pulse from her heart thudded reassuringly. She exhaled. Catherine had everything. She was pretty, smart, witty, friendly, with a high powered job; she had it all. In fact she was very happy with her life, particularly right now, at this moment. She felt all the […]

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Daydreamer

Daydreamer Another chapter ends in tears. Why do people like me? Sometimes I wish they didn’t. I never wanted to hurt anyone, least of all me. I didn’t know this would happen. I didn’t want it. I didn’t want you to like me. I just wanted all the hot sex. We can pretend but in […]

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Janice’s Eyes – Part III

To read Part I click HERE and for Part II click HERE *** The shock was sudden. As if I was watching a ghost, or a Ferrari driving in. Here she was in her glorious passion-red dress, and Louisa was right behind her. I think I stopped with both hands on my open jacket. I […]

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Nipple

I have a nipple. It’s new. I got it on Thursday. I know that some of you will work out who I am but I really don’t care. This needs to come out and I am not sure where it would go so; I am inflicting my musings on you here. I have not really […]

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100 Ways To Feel Owned

I found this on another site, so I am sharing it with all out there. I can’t put them anywhere associated with myself b/c they will raise too many questions and leave me frustrated. But here others can enjoy them without that. I went through the list for fun and marked how I felt about […]

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Janice’s Eyes – Part 2

You can read part 1 of this story HERE *** Suddenly, Louisa announced that she was leaving. ‘Please excuse me, Janice, I’m dying for a smoke, I’m going to the smoking section over there, and I’ll be right back.’ I panicked at the thought of keeping Janice interested on my own, but again, Janice saved […]

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