So I’m finding myself back here again writing. I’ve written about my Ex a lot recently. I mentioned Him in a previous post about if I should forgive or not when he went away the first time. But He did it again.. this time He became emotionally abusive towards me and the fact I was […]
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Daydreamer Another chapter ends in tears. Why do people like me? Sometimes I wish they didn’t. I never wanted to hurt anyone, least of all me. I didn’t know this would happen. I didn’t want it. I didn’t want you to like me. I just wanted all the hot sex. We can pretend but in […]
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To read Part I click HERE and for Part II click HERE *** The shock was sudden. As if I was watching a ghost, or a Ferrari driving in. Here she was in her glorious passion-red dress, and Louisa was right behind her. I think I stopped with both hands on my open jacket. I […]
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I had to share this with people… It was just too good to be true… One of my best guy friends was talking to me last night while I was lying in bed.. I’ve been unwell and haven’t had much contact with said friend as his girlfriend is the jealous type and she keeps crooning […]
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I found this on another site, so I am sharing it with all out there. I can’t put them anywhere associated with myself b/c they will raise too many questions and leave me frustrated. But here others can enjoy them without that. I went through the list for fun and marked how I felt about […]
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You can read part 1 of this story HERE *** Suddenly, Louisa announced that she was leaving. ‘Please excuse me, Janice, I’m dying for a smoke, I’m going to the smoking section over there, and I’ll be right back.’ I panicked at the thought of keeping Janice interested on my own, but again, Janice saved […]
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Is it too much to ask a man to actually discuss a problem within a relationship without him thinking you are criticising him? I love him to pieces and he me, but when it comes to discussing the finer details of a problem it’s like I’ve killed his mother or something!!!
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When you have a crush on someone but you’re married and you can’t tell a soul. But I wouldn’t leave him, not my husband… I love him. …. and now I can see how people can love more than one person at the same time. Oh but its messy and makes me feel both glorious […]
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Dear ______, You can look at this in two ways. 1) Okay, so your rapidly changing mood fucking terrifies me. You can be ecstatic, enthused, excited, over-joyed one minute, and on the brink of tears the next. I googled the symptoms of Bipolar disorder and sobbed. What if you are? What does that mean for […]
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‘I have found someone for you’. ‘Really?’ Louisa’s beautiful fawn-brown eyes widened in mock erotic interest. We play this game on occasion. When the love of your life is bi-sexual, any help you can give her to find a woman to have sex with feels more like doing a favor like washing the dishes for […]
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It is very difficult, sometimes, to be a non-monogamous woman in a wonderful, but monogamous relationship…. such a deliciously naughty conversation I’ve had today. I want more. More of the conversation, more of the possibility and I know, when the time comes… I’m going to want more of him.
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