The Bargain This is your last chance. You have this moment to change your mind because once this decision has been made there is no going back. Do you accept that from this moment you belong to me? That you freely give yourself over to my control from this moment forward? All you need do […]

Sexless marriage seems like an eternity Molly, love your blog, even more your sexy arse. Anyway my dilemma is no sex for 2 years now, I’m incredibly depressed and frustrated. I find my wife’s body incredibly horny. What do I do?

I still read all the love letters we sent. I re live the day I realised I was in love with you. I imagine what you’re doing now and if you are happy, or just pretending.   I was the best version of me I could ever be, when I was with you. You will […]

I am not lying now It’s no heavy weight; no screaming pain or daily tears. It isn’t the agony of fear or anger or even upset. It’s a slow sinking; being swallowed by quicksand, disappearing. My head is already well below eyesight and I know I’m being overlooked. No act of unkindness, just the silence of seeing […]

I’ve had enough Before I go ahead with this post I would like to emphatically state that I am *not* suicidal and that I have absolutely no plans or intention to commit suicide.  I just. I’m tired of living. I feel hopeless. Most days are okay but it only takes a small thing to send […]

I am a lesbian. I have been in a relationship with another woman for 5 years now. I love her. She makes me laugh, we have so much fun together. She is my soul mate. I can imagine us growing old together, sitting in our rocking chairs and giggling over our shared memories. I asked […]

30 minutes of bare hands, paddle, flogger and cane. Wonderful, exquisite, raw pleasure. Or was it pain? The next morning, this. A week of reds, purples, blues and yellows. Dull pain, accompanying me wherever I go. Our secret. Heaven. And then, nothing. Smooth, unmarked skin, waiting for more. More never comes. I ache. Hell is […]