I’ve recently come out. Sort of. Just to one friend. I’ve been in a straight relationship for 20 years. The sex has been unsatisfactory (we just don’t fit together properly, if that makes sense). Ever since I was a child I have wondered if I might be bi. But I’m not sure whether it is real or whether it is just a fantasy. Would I go there in real life if presented with the opportunity?
I’ve shared fantasies with this friend. Fantasies of FFM threesomes. He wants to arrange it. I find the thought of it incredibly exciting. But in the cold light of day would I go through with it? Do I at least want to find out whether or not I would? And how would I go about that? I have never fallen in love with an individual woman. I am not turned on by the thought of sex with any woman I know. But a stranger? Perhaps.
I have read many of the blogs in your Pussy Pride project (and I hope sometime to be brave enough to make my own submission). I adore all of the descriptions and the photographs. So many beautiful pussies. I want to bury my face in them, smell them, taste them, tease them with my tongue, drink in their juices. I want to caress the accompanying breasts, kiss their owners’ soft lips. Make their owners cum. (Even the thought of this makes me wet and throbbing as I type.)
Should I give myself the opportunity to experience that pleasure? With the risk that it’s all horrendously awkward and wasn’t what I wanted after all?