Am I going crazy?

I’ve attempted to post this so many times over the last week, but keep deleting it. I think I’m going crazy!

I’ve met a younger man, it was initially on line but we’ve taken it into reality within a short space of time. It’s been sexual on line but not yet in reality. He has got right under my skin. He’s 22 years younger than me. I feel like I’m going nuts.

He is unbelievably in lust with me and I him. The intensity is unreal, after four short weeks. I’ve never been here before, yes I’ve had on line relationships, but never with a younger man. Yes, I have taken an on line relationship into reality too, just in case you think I don’t know the difference.

After meeting he said “Until we met it, I wanted to fuck you, but when I saw you it changed, yes I still want to fuck you but now I want to make love to you too.” He is highly intelligent, makes me laugh and as sexy as hell. We both know there is no realistic future for us as he wants a family and he has been honest and open with me right from the start. I can deal with this.

He isn’t a smart dresser, he isn’t a man of means, he just makes me feel alive and this is without our relationship being sexual in reality.

Why oh why do I feel like I’m losing my mind over this younger man?

5 thoughts on “Am I going crazy?

  • You both desire one another. Presuming you are both adults, what on earth is wrong with that?
    It sounds wonderful! Enjoy yourselves!

  • Short and in haste.

    If you’re sure you can both handle this emotionally then enjoy each other while it lasts and when it’s over, try and look back on it with a smile and some very fond memories.

  • It sounds to me like one of those rare opportunities you need to jump on (excuse the pun). Age be damned (or enjoyed!), this sounds really quite wonderful.

    And perhaps it’s good for us to lose our heads a little in the name of enjoyment and experience.

  • Alas, emotional response knows no reason and cannot always be explained. Why do people who are so different stay together and to name a couple I know well: the workshy oaf with the younger and driven company director or the highly intelligent young lady who wants to marry a 45yo separated (for over ten years but not unmarried) rude and aggressively opinionated moron.

    As long as you know the risks and the outcome, is there a problem? You might not be his perfect companion in some ways, but so little in life is totally perfect.

    I would say enjoy it while it lasts. It might last 10 weeks or 10 years, and when it’s over you will have memories. There is so much is life to make you unhappy; cherish the things that don’t, as none of us know if tomorrow will come.

  • It seems I am in fact not going crazy and five weeks on since my original post our relationship is going from strength to strength. I am without a doubt the happiest I have been in an age and I don’t foresee that changing anytime soon.

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