This is it………..

It starts tomorrow…….. the line will be crossed……. I am meeting N for a weekend away.  I have made my excuses, set things up so that we can be together for an entire weekend. A weekend of deviant and dark exploration.

I.CANNOT.WAIT!!!

To say that I am excited is an understatement. To say I am nervous is another understatement………… I cannot begin to express the tumult of emotions racing through my body and mind……..

I am crossing over……. letting myself go and indulging in what I want, not what is ‘right’. N and I are psyche split aparts, he gets it ~ what I want and need. I want to be his, owned, controlled, ruled ……..  I cannot believe we finally found this in each other…… only took 30 years ~

more stories to follow……

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